I am not a drugaddicts...don't judge me !

Why is everyone so afraid for morphine and that kind of meds ? And why do people judge me as someone guilty in a trial everytime when my morphine use is discussed ?
So sick and tired of being treated like a drugjunkie !
I have to use my meds to survive and to not lay screaming in pain. My allergies take away all other meds that can be used on nervpain. So this is what is left.
Even if I call the health center to ask for something nurses that answers have a special kind of tone when I mention what meds I am on or what I need.
When I went on a boat 2 days ago the passport police stopped and looked me both once and twice in my eyes like hey what unlegal are you up to ???
Just cause my pupils are smaller then normal.
It's time to change the thinking and the talking around meds that are necessery, no matter what kind of meds it is.
Yes, there are persons using morphine to get high and get the kick they want....but I am not one of them. Don't look at me like I am a drugjunkie. Instead understand that my life without morphine would be a disaster. I just want to live just like you.