Flare, didn't think I would get one....

I am having a very bad flare of my RSD/CRPS pain. I never thought I would get back to this stage again. My leg is cold, swollen from above knee down in foot. The foot feels like its is wrapped in, in some plastic or something. The very bad in all is the pain that is up over the roof and I have not the right meds that I need.
For those who aren't into RSD/CRPS here's a link to this bloody shit of pain.
http://www.rsds.org/2/what_is_rsd_crps/index.html

Mine started off very easily by slipping on ice 13 years ago and twisting my knee. After numerous surgeries and treatments suddenly my pain changed one day and got this awful pain that would make anyone scream. After that medical care some years later made a big mistake when I was going to get a spinal morphine pump and I ended up with emergency back surgery and now have partly paralysis waist and down and of course that got to be more on my right leg. That is the leg where I don't have my knee injury from beginning.
Lucky me huh ?
Oh well back to today. I think for now the biggest problem is that I have been so spolied latest years with my little sportswheelchair and getting around more and more easily and now today there is even a problem going to the bathroom without screaming in pain.
So tomorrow my mission in getting in touch with some miracle doc that will hopefully take away some of the pain. Right now I just hate my Alien aka my left knee. Go and burn somewhere else !