And the Monday went on...

and now is Tuesday. So I went around in the big carousel of care yesterday. Something has changed since 10 years back I quick realized, the knowledge about pain is better.
After a day of tests and finally some decisions I got home with some new meds. If they take pain down. Well if 10 is the worst, I might get down on a 8 if I am lucky. That is with being situated in one place.
Painmeds is getting me back to thinking of drugaddiction. There can never be an addiction as long as you get benefit from your meds. So what many in care is talking about I don't really know. Maybe they are afraid themselves of getting into drugaddiction. The benefit of drugs for those who are in severe pain is just getting a life to live. So it's not like a big change that you feel you are in heaven or something. For a person in pain used to painmeds, the sideeffects often more is a bigger issue. It's a hard decision to make if you get benefit enough of the painmeds to take the sideeffects that comes along with the meds. I had a terrible nightmare and I was up at 5 after getting some weird pain. It felt like when you hit your tailbone real hard. After managing to the bathroom I then dropped my sense totally and couldn't feel a thing while peeing.
Now instead I feel like I need to pee constant 24/7. So pee or not to pee is the question !