The hunting is on !

Like so many others with disabilities I'm hunting once again. Right now I'm hunting new solutions in getting around. The manuell wheelchair has done what it can, now I need something more and better. This means that I need meetings and papers from 2 different places. If I'm lucky I can get what I need. If not I have to cut down on activities. I'm also doing another hunting. Getting all papers ready to apply for new hours for personal assistance. And when this hunting is done and I get all the answers I am soon off for a new hunting again. Cause from now you have to apply for new hours every singel year. That means that I have to get papers and meet people from 3 different places every year. Doesn't seem to be much of work right ? But it is ! If you get anything wrong in the papers, you have to start all over again. I guess that I don't have time to have a disability or a paincondition! I just wanna live my life the best I can and focus on getting most out of it. The extra stress in having to do the hunting stops me from living. I have not enough energy to focus on feeling as good as I can. My energy goes to the hunting. So when can I start life again ??